a visit To ThE orPhaNagE

Today, I went to an orphanage wiv my course mates. We need to at least work for 4 hrs in the orphanage for our assignment purpose in the Leadership and Life Skill subject. I was kinda worried b4 i went thr tis morning as I know that I m nt gd in interacting wiv d others. Bt surprisingly, things turned out well at last. ^^ I think its sth tat shud b happy for. 

Its a Punjabi Orphanage which organised by a Guru bout 10 yrs ago. The purpose is to provide a shelter for children from broken or single family background and also orphans. The age range of the children are from 5 to 22. They are well trained and moral educated and they live under a peaceful and harmony environment. 

We reached there bout noon, got introduced to the officers b4 v start doin our chores. First we help to serve lunch for the children b4 they went for afternoon session classes. Later we have a short chat wiv some of the children while having our meal offerred by them. We are surprised to find tat they r serving vegetarian food for all d meals. But its nice nway, we had a different experience by having lunch thr. ^^ After lunch, we started to clean d dishes. There is A LOT of dishes to b cleaned. ^^ " It took us bout an hr to finish d work. We get to rest and take a look around d place b4 we started to serve lunch for d children who came bek fr d morning session classes.The day ended up by having a conversation wiv d Guru. =)

I shud say its a brand new experience for me to visit d orphanage 2day. I hv learned a lot from d visit, and I m also grateful wiv wt i hv nw. Compare to them, I thk we r vy lucky person. At least I thk I am. =)

心跳

高中时上科学，老师教我们怎样在手上找脉搏。或许是好奇心吧，我竟然记到现在。对于我这种善忘的人来说，能把一件事记牢的确不是一件易事。

从脉搏中，可以感受到心跳。或快、或慢、或轻、或重，都是各自独特的交响曲。我没什么科学天分，对医学也一窍不通，但我知道沉实稳重的心跳不只能让人感到安心，也能让人的情绪表现无遗。难怪别人常说可以从心跳中看一个人有没有说谎，因为说谎的人会紧张，而紧张导致心跳加速。

还记得看过一部电影，男主角有先天性心脏病，所以不能承受太大的打击、连情绪也不能太亢奋，因为随时会呼吸困难，继而心脏病爆发死去。有一天，男主角遇到了两个女生。一个是他的梦中情人，她是个一出现就可以让他心跳加速但同时也呼吸困难得快要死去的气质美女；另一个则是平凡但却能让他安心舒适的和她相处的开朗女生。男主角以为爱情是要轰轰烈烈的，而喜欢的人也应该要能让自己心跳加速才算恋爱。最后，男主角迷惑了，因为分不清自己到底爱的是气质美女还是平凡女孩。无可否认，气质美女是他永远也抵抗不了的致命诱惑，但同时他也眷恋着平凡女孩像清新空气一般的关怀和照顾。就在男主角举棋不定时，好友的话让他看清了事实的真相，而他也终于做了对的选择。=)

朋友们，猜猜到底男主角选了谁吧？而好友到底说了什么让他做了决定呢？

我忘了电影的名称，但我想看过这电影的人应该对这些故事情节感到有点熟悉吧。就算没看过，也欢迎你们有空来试试。相信你们也一样遇到过自己欣赏也让自己心跳加速的人吧，但平凡的总被忽略而因此擦肩而过，这似乎已成了不变的定律了。

此刻，我的心跳是平稳而缓慢的，那你的呢？^.~

oLd PicTurEs, oLd MemORies...

Its Saturday!!! Yes.. Saturday usually mean mummy day for me.. as i would spend most of d time wiv mum if i din hang out wiv fren. =) As usual, i had a great day. Woke up bout 10, went out at 11.30, had breakfast, stopped by at lil couz's school for fun fair b4 went visited my beloved grandma at UKM (glad to see tat she is slowly recovering ^^), then had a nice dinner wiv mum b4 went home for "Justice Bao". And nw, i m blogging hr while listening song n enjoying a cup of milo oat. Hmmm.... i would say tat its a perfect day for me. ^.~

Before i start blogging, took a few minutes to look thru those old pics in my lappie. Tats wen i came across all those pics, which i shud hv delete long time ago. Bt sumhw i stil kept sum of them n named them as memories. Taylor Swift's "Picture To Burn" sud pop out randomly fr my music player wen i was looking at those pics. LOL... hw ironic!! =p could it b d sign? to remind me tat it shud b burn long time ago?

Those r d memories which i once treasured d most, bt it seem meaningless to me nw. Thk tat usually happen wen a relationship started to turn nasty, make us feel uncomfortable even jz look at d pic. I used to delete 3 to 4 pics at a time wenever i feel upset bout it, its d oni way to release my hatred n disappointment toward d past. Bt i seem to forget d reason i kept tis few wiv me till nw. LOL... forgive me for being so 4getful. =p

I can say tat those pics r lucky nway, at least they can still park safely in my picture folder without being deleted. haha.. Even wen i look at them nw, i can feel nth. Those pics remind me little of d past, as we look so burden-free n happy tat time. I noe its jz an illusion, smile can b fake in front of d camera. After all, who doesn't? We might look happy tat time, bt its act nt in d real world. We can nvr feel carefree during tat hard time, didn't we? I noe it, n i noe you noe it too, jz tat u choose to ignore it. Apology fr me as i cant do d same as u.

I kept those pics as memories cz it reminds me at least sum happy moments of us, even its jz a few piece of our memory puzzle. Life goes on n finally we bcame jz a nobody to both of us. Thk its d best for us to keep it tat way, sum ppl jz dun meant to hv any connection at all, jz like us. I will lock those memories deep inside my heart, thanks for giving me so much to rmb, as i hv to put so much effort to forget. I believe one day those old memory will finally fade away n bcum meaningless to us. May b u hv already forgotten nway.. n i shud hv to... :)

It's almost a quarter past 12am, its sunday n oso a brand new day. I closed the memories folder n enjoy my music n a cup of hot milo oat. :)

PISSED OFF

Ok!! Today is d 4th day of my part-time-working day.. n I hv started to feel depressed since d 2nd day of my work. I tot feeling depressed at work is worst enuf while act its not.. wen i found tat being SUPERD ANGRY while remaining d smile on face is d most torturing part.. yea.. i noe i m such a hypocrite.. bt i was so PISSED OFF 2day... until i forgot hw to keep my smiley face... WTF!! Thanks to Miss Perfect tat I had such a nice ending for my 4th-day of work.

Allow me to introduce, Miss Perfect aka Miss Lcly.. is a smart n nice gal.. except tat she has got a lil LCLY, a lil TOO "SWEET", a lil FAKE, a lil MEAN, and a lil SPOILED... trust me!! other than tat.. she is jz perfect!! ishhh...

Well.. i wont say tat i did nth wrong at all.. bt does she really need to b so mean? Duh.. yea.. i noe she is smart, pretty and sweet... bt puh..lease.. i don't buy it nway.. =.= so can u jz act a lil more normal?

ThE BoNd

Bond is defined as a thing that ties another down or together or it can also be referring as the uniting force which holds people together. The society is build up by lots of ppl, and ppl like us r binding with each another by either frenship, relationship, or the one and only family bond.

We might not have lovers or frens, bt i m sure most of us do hv a family tat they belong to. It's the place whr v belong to.. it's the place whr our beloved family members r.. it's the place whr v hv borned to hv.. and it's the place whr v r destined to stay wiv!!

Even though family is important to most of us, bt ppl r used to b careless n 4getful. Sumtimes they tend to 4get about d unique bonds among the family, and thus all those quarrels and misunderstandings arise. Usually these r d reasons which might cause us to lose our family, it's sad wen u hv to treat ur family as an enemy and tis shudn't be happen to any of us. So, plz ask urself few Qs b4 u make d decision n it might change a lot of things...

Do u still rmb those happy moments which v hv spent together?

Do u still rmb those special occasions whr all of us gather around and celebrate 2gether?

Do u still rmb d old days whr v all hv stayed 2gether?

Do u still rmb those days whr v used to laugh our tears out?

Do u still kept all these memories wiv u? o u hv 4gotten as u r getting bc by days?

Plz dun 4get bout d bond which brought us all together. Even if u were, plz rmb tat "Home is whr d heart is", it's alwiz d place whr v belong to n it's sth tat worth to treasure wiv our lifetime. Thk v all shud bear tis in mind. Jz wish tat v could stay together happily, without any worries and quarrels of cz. I noe it sounds like a mission impossible, bt still i wish tat it could happen sumday. 

thE bEauTy of SlowlinEss

I suddenly came out wiv this idea, tats to write a post about the slowliness. lol.. bt BEAUTY of slowliness? surprised huh?! hehe.. =p nway tats wt i m goin to share wiv u all in this post.. so lets take a look!! ^^

Well.. thk u all mz b wondering wts d meaning of the beauty of slowliness. Actually i m talking about d slowliness, either done by ourself or by others. I thk most of us hv experienced it b4, tat u hv met sumone who drive DAMN SLOW when u r seriously rushing for time or u hv met sumone who likes to do things SLOWLY while u r chasing for deadline. lol.. its alwiz tiring to met sumone like tat wen u r seriously lack of time n patience. ^^ " Most of d time, i would considered myself as a "middle-slow" person, which means i usually do things quite "fast" except tat i need to rush for my assignment deadlines and burn midnight oil for exams and test, i will b "a lil" faster. LOL.. Other than tat, thk i m kinda.. erm.. u noe.. "moderate" may b? LOL.. so thk i shudnt blame d others for being slow, cz may b i m jz another one of them. =p

Normally, it will take me about an hour to prepare myself b4 go out from hse for classes or work, and this does nt include the weekends and holidays. LOL... cz it will take me more time to get out fr the bed. =p Ok.. i started to sounds like a lazy pig nw. XD Nway except for doing things slowly, i thk i m oso slow in making decisions and choices. I may take sumtime to thk of which clothes to buy during sales or wt shud i eat for my lunch, altho i might end up buying nth. But tis surely nt applicable to food, cause i might jz eat all i wanted at last.. haha.. "-ve resistance" on food, rmb? =p

And yea.. I m alwiz slower compared to d others, and tat i m referring to lots of things in life. ^^ " I m still struggling on which course tat i shud take after my F5, while most of my frens ady made up their mind. When I hv finally made up my mind, my frens ady started to plan for their future career and some even started to hv their family plan. And when most of them ady graduated and started to carry on wiv their career, while sum of them ady got married wiv their own child or engaged, I am still an undergraduate and S&A. LOL... =p

Compared to most of them, thk i m jz TOO SLOW huh. ^^ " I noe tat too, but sumtimes things doesn't get along well as v alwiz expected them to, isn't it? I used to tell myself tat it doesn't matter to b slower than others, it might nt be as bad as v hv thought. hehe.. thr and agin, may b tat's y i m still d same old me - as SLOW as USUAL. haha.. =p

A wrong step taken can alwiz cause us to lose a lot than v hv expected. oppss!! sounds serious nw.. hehe.. bt its so DAMN TRUE nway.. cause tats jz wt i m facing nw.. =p I do admit tat i m nt gd in decision making which alwiz caught myself in a chaotic situation. =.= " But in return, i thk i do learn well in all those lessons and sumtimes it allows me to find out things tat i used to ignore. So.. it sounds nt tat bad afterall. Altho I am still much slower than others and thrs lots for me to catch up later in life. But nw, i would jz wan to enjoy d beauty of slowliness tat i m having nw. ^.~

1st Day of FiNaL

Today was the 1st day of my final exam, i have gone thru my APM papers in 3 hours this morning. I had woke up early this morning and went out about an hour earlier to rush for the 8am paper. but still i am 10mins late!!! wtf... =.= ishhh.. thanks a lot to the KL traffic nway..

I would say that its nt an easy paper for me, 3 hours to complete 3 sections, which consist of 1 mini case study, 4 short answer Qs, and 2 essays. =.= wonder 3 hours is sufficient for us to finish all the answers, at least for me i thk.. lol.. time is seriously not enough, as there is not much time for us to dream and think. We need to grab every mins in order to finish all the sections required. *sighz..

Tmr i will be having my M1 paper at 8am AGIN, which also means it is another early-woke-up day.. ishhh... its alwiz torturing for me to wake up early in the morning... ok.. i noe i sounds piggy nw.. lol.. =p

Well.. thk i shud go bek to my revision b4 i started to feel regret agin.. lol... ^^ frens, wish me luck k!! haha.. nway, wish my utar frens who are going to sit for their final exam soon, "all d best" and "gd luck"... u all will alwiz hv my best wishes.. ^.~ so... let's gambatte, shall we? Hehe.. =p