惭愧

晚饭时 您无意的话语
让我 不自觉地 惭愧起来
奇迹的 让平时伶牙俐齿的我
想不出任何反驳的话

只因 自知理亏
所以 选择了 沉默以对

您 说得对
我确实 是不争气 也没天分
无论怎么 逃避
那都是 不争的事实

不管我 怎么努力
那都是 我心中的阴影
那一块疙瘩 禁地
是我 不愿承认 也不愿 想起的

惭愧 让您们 蒙羞了
羞愧 让您们 担忧了
更心酸 那是您的无心之言

New Year

2010 has finally became a history in 2 days ago. Without any regrets and unhappiness, I said goodbye to 2010. 2010 has left me a lot of happy memories and new experiences.

I am more brave in accepting new challenges. 

I am more daring in fighting for something that I believe in. 

I am better in solving problems by myself. 

I am more calm and confident in dealing with problems. 

I am more independent.

I get to know new friends and going along well with my classmates. 

I get to stay in touch with my besties. 

I visited new places and had different experiences.

I feel happy and glad to see the changes in myself last year. Overall, I have learned a lot and I feel good on that. :)

In 2011, I wish that...

I can complete my degree soon.

My dreams would finally become a reality one day.

My family would always stay happy and healthy.

I would get along well with all my besties and the special one. 

My besties and special one would have gone through all the undercomes smoothly.

Life would become easier for all of us. 

And so the new resolution for 2011...

I will work harder in my studies and also to turning my dream into a reality.

I will spend more time caring for my family.

I will listen more and control my temper.

I will become more understanding and tolerant in dealing with people.

I will improve my tolerance when facing hard times. 

I really do hope I could fulfill the resolutions that I have set up for myself. Well, one of my besties used to say, "Never try, Never know". So let just give it a try, always hope for the best and prepare for the worst. There's always hope.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! Wish you all would have a great year ahead. ;)