Life was going on as usual, seems like everything is carry on smoothly. Its a peaceful life that I have always wanted to have. I feel great and grateful for being able to have all the happy moments spent with my families and friends, sharing the laughter and also the joy with them. :) Studies are carry out as planned, although there are still some imperfection but overall it was fine and may I will complete it soon. At this moment, I feel that life was perfect and sweet. At least I had what I have wish for.
I couldn't believe when my life started to get back on track again, 'till I finally see things started to turn out better and better upon my hardwork paid. Yes, I did it!! Finally, I left only 2 steps to go and I am free from all the pain and anger that once tortured me that much. :)
I will never forget how hard it is for me to start building up my confidence again. You will never know how much effort that I have put to enable myself to walk through that dark period. Day by day I am praying to the Goddess to give me the strength to support myself and not falling down again. That was the darkest period in my life. I thought I have lost all the courage to stand up and fight, yet I know I have to, in order to wash away the humiliation that I once got from you.
All the sadness and shame that I have carried for such long period should end soon now. It's time for me to let it go. I think I had been tortured long enough though. With the final 2 steps that left for me to take, I will put an end to the nightmare.
A new begin will always waiting for me. ;)Wish myself luck and may I always have the courage and strength to go through all the bitter sweet in life.
Just a piece of thought to be shared... Just some memories to remind the present...
Friday, March 25, 2011
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
The Adjustment Bureau
I went for the movie "The Adjustment Bureau" with my besty today. It's a movie that I have waited for so long since last year. Well, it didn't disappoint me though, its really a nice movie.
Basically, the movie is about the life of a young senator named David and his meeting with the girl of his life, Elise. The meeting with Elise not only change his life, but also affect his thinking and the choices that he made. Those who are in-charge for the planning of his life are not happy with the changes, so they have tried to stop them from seeing each other again. This make things doesn't go along well with them. But David is a very determined person and so do Elise. They decided to run away from the "arrangement" and wanted to have a free-will-life. At the end, their determination had granted them the life they dreamed.
Some said life is determined, you can't choose but you can at least do it well and make it better. I used to believe that sometime ago, because I was kept thinking of how bad luck am I. The thought of "Why Me?" keep poping up in my head whenver there is something bad happen. I wish that some powerful person will show up, fix things for me when I was tired of facing those problems in my life and dream that he would bring my life back on track whenever it goes wrong. Well, the wish never come true of course, not even once. *LOL I have got to work out a solution before I could waste more time on dreaming for the adjustment bureau to come and fix it up for me. Sounds sad in a way but think I am still a lucky one, to have the ability to live on my free will. ;)
Basically, the movie is about the life of a young senator named David and his meeting with the girl of his life, Elise. The meeting with Elise not only change his life, but also affect his thinking and the choices that he made. Those who are in-charge for the planning of his life are not happy with the changes, so they have tried to stop them from seeing each other again. This make things doesn't go along well with them. But David is a very determined person and so do Elise. They decided to run away from the "arrangement" and wanted to have a free-will-life. At the end, their determination had granted them the life they dreamed.
Some said life is determined, you can't choose but you can at least do it well and make it better. I used to believe that sometime ago, because I was kept thinking of how bad luck am I. The thought of "Why Me?" keep poping up in my head whenver there is something bad happen. I wish that some powerful person will show up, fix things for me when I was tired of facing those problems in my life and dream that he would bring my life back on track whenever it goes wrong. Well, the wish never come true of course, not even once. *LOL I have got to work out a solution before I could waste more time on dreaming for the adjustment bureau to come and fix it up for me. Sounds sad in a way but think I am still a lucky one, to have the ability to live on my free will. ;)
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