oLd PicTurEs, oLd MemORies...

Its Saturday!!! Yes.. Saturday usually mean mummy day for me.. as i would spend most of d time wiv mum if i din hang out wiv fren. =) As usual, i had a great day. Woke up bout 10, went out at 11.30, had breakfast, stopped by at lil couz's school for fun fair b4 went visited my beloved grandma at UKM (glad to see tat she is slowly recovering ^^), then had a nice dinner wiv mum b4 went home for "Justice Bao". And nw, i m blogging hr while listening song n enjoying a cup of milo oat. Hmmm.... i would say tat its a perfect day for me. ^.~

Before i start blogging, took a few minutes to look thru those old pics in my lappie. Tats wen i came across all those pics, which i shud hv delete long time ago. Bt sumhw i stil kept sum of them n named them as memories. Taylor Swift's "Picture To Burn" sud pop out randomly fr my music player wen i was looking at those pics. LOL... hw ironic!! =p could it b d sign? to remind me tat it shud b burn long time ago?

Those r d memories which i once treasured d most, bt it seem meaningless to me nw. Thk tat usually happen wen a relationship started to turn nasty, make us feel uncomfortable even jz look at d pic. I used to delete 3 to 4 pics at a time wenever i feel upset bout it, its d oni way to release my hatred n disappointment toward d past. Bt i seem to forget d reason i kept tis few wiv me till nw. LOL... forgive me for being so 4getful. =p

I can say tat those pics r lucky nway, at least they can still park safely in my picture folder without being deleted. haha.. Even wen i look at them nw, i can feel nth. Those pics remind me little of d past, as we look so burden-free n happy tat time. I noe its jz an illusion, smile can b fake in front of d camera. After all, who doesn't? We might look happy tat time, bt its act nt in d real world. We can nvr feel carefree during tat hard time, didn't we? I noe it, n i noe you noe it too, jz tat u choose to ignore it. Apology fr me as i cant do d same as u.

I kept those pics as memories cz it reminds me at least sum happy moments of us, even its jz a few piece of our memory puzzle. Life goes on n finally we bcame jz a nobody to both of us. Thk its d best for us to keep it tat way, sum ppl jz dun meant to hv any connection at all, jz like us. I will lock those memories deep inside my heart, thanks for giving me so much to rmb, as i hv to put so much effort to forget. I believe one day those old memory will finally fade away n bcum meaningless to us. May b u hv already forgotten nway.. n i shud hv to... :)

It's almost a quarter past 12am, its sunday n oso a brand new day. I closed the memories folder n enjoy my music n a cup of hot milo oat. :)

PISSED OFF

Ok!! Today is d 4th day of my part-time-working day.. n I hv started to feel depressed since d 2nd day of my work. I tot feeling depressed at work is worst enuf while act its not.. wen i found tat being SUPERD ANGRY while remaining d smile on face is d most torturing part.. yea.. i noe i m such a hypocrite.. bt i was so PISSED OFF 2day... until i forgot hw to keep my smiley face... WTF!! Thanks to Miss Perfect tat I had such a nice ending for my 4th-day of work.

Allow me to introduce, Miss Perfect aka Miss Lcly.. is a smart n nice gal.. except tat she has got a lil LCLY, a lil TOO "SWEET", a lil FAKE, a lil MEAN, and a lil SPOILED... trust me!! other than tat.. she is jz perfect!! ishhh...

Well.. i wont say tat i did nth wrong at all.. bt does she really need to b so mean? Duh.. yea.. i noe she is smart, pretty and sweet... bt puh..lease.. i don't buy it nway.. =.= so can u jz act a lil more normal?

ThE BoNd

Bond is defined as a thing that ties another down or together or it can also be referring as the uniting force which holds people together. The society is build up by lots of ppl, and ppl like us r binding with each another by either frenship, relationship, or the one and only family bond.

We might not have lovers or frens, bt i m sure most of us do hv a family tat they belong to. It's the place whr v belong to.. it's the place whr our beloved family members r.. it's the place whr v hv borned to hv.. and it's the place whr v r destined to stay wiv!!

Even though family is important to most of us, bt ppl r used to b careless n 4getful. Sumtimes they tend to 4get about d unique bonds among the family, and thus all those quarrels and misunderstandings arise. Usually these r d reasons which might cause us to lose our family, it's sad wen u hv to treat ur family as an enemy and tis shudn't be happen to any of us. So, plz ask urself few Qs b4 u make d decision n it might change a lot of things...

Do u still rmb those happy moments which v hv spent together?

Do u still rmb those special occasions whr all of us gather around and celebrate 2gether?

Do u still rmb d old days whr v all hv stayed 2gether?

Do u still rmb those days whr v used to laugh our tears out?

Do u still kept all these memories wiv u? o u hv 4gotten as u r getting bc by days?

Plz dun 4get bout d bond which brought us all together. Even if u were, plz rmb tat "Home is whr d heart is", it's alwiz d place whr v belong to n it's sth tat worth to treasure wiv our lifetime. Thk v all shud bear tis in mind. Jz wish tat v could stay together happily, without any worries and quarrels of cz. I noe it sounds like a mission impossible, bt still i wish tat it could happen sumday.