oLd PicTurEs, oLd MemORies...

Its Saturday!!! Yes.. Saturday usually mean mummy day for me.. as i would spend most of d time wiv mum if i din hang out wiv fren. =) As usual, i had a great day. Woke up bout 10, went out at 11.30, had breakfast, stopped by at lil couz's school for fun fair b4 went visited my beloved grandma at UKM (glad to see tat she is slowly recovering ^^), then had a nice dinner wiv mum b4 went home for "Justice Bao". And nw, i m blogging hr while listening song n enjoying a cup of milo oat. Hmmm.... i would say tat its a perfect day for me. ^.~

Before i start blogging, took a few minutes to look thru those old pics in my lappie. Tats wen i came across all those pics, which i shud hv delete long time ago. Bt sumhw i stil kept sum of them n named them as memories. Taylor Swift's "Picture To Burn" sud pop out randomly fr my music player wen i was looking at those pics. LOL... hw ironic!! =p could it b d sign? to remind me tat it shud b burn long time ago?

Those r d memories which i once treasured d most, bt it seem meaningless to me nw. Thk tat usually happen wen a relationship started to turn nasty, make us feel uncomfortable even jz look at d pic. I used to delete 3 to 4 pics at a time wenever i feel upset bout it, its d oni way to release my hatred n disappointment toward d past. Bt i seem to forget d reason i kept tis few wiv me till nw. LOL... forgive me for being so 4getful. =p

I can say tat those pics r lucky nway, at least they can still park safely in my picture folder without being deleted. haha.. Even wen i look at them nw, i can feel nth. Those pics remind me little of d past, as we look so burden-free n happy tat time. I noe its jz an illusion, smile can b fake in front of d camera. After all, who doesn't? We might look happy tat time, bt its act nt in d real world. We can nvr feel carefree during tat hard time, didn't we? I noe it, n i noe you noe it too, jz tat u choose to ignore it. Apology fr me as i cant do d same as u.

I kept those pics as memories cz it reminds me at least sum happy moments of us, even its jz a few piece of our memory puzzle. Life goes on n finally we bcame jz a nobody to both of us. Thk its d best for us to keep it tat way, sum ppl jz dun meant to hv any connection at all, jz like us. I will lock those memories deep inside my heart, thanks for giving me so much to rmb, as i hv to put so much effort to forget. I believe one day those old memory will finally fade away n bcum meaningless to us. May b u hv already forgotten nway.. n i shud hv to... :)

It's almost a quarter past 12am, its sunday n oso a brand new day. I closed the memories folder n enjoy my music n a cup of hot milo oat. :)