想起...

下过雨的夜晚 有点冷
少了皮皮 感觉有点闷
随手把乱放的书本放进橱里
却也不小心 看到了一些不该看的

它 被尘封了许久的东西
不该再出现
为何 会突然出现在眼前

莫名其妙的出现
也让我 莫名其妙的想起

想起 那遥远的
被封锁起来 禁忌的记忆

相信 是无意 也是 不小心
选择 把回忆再次冰封

Sweet memory

What would you think about when talking about Penang? A place full of nice and good food? historical places? ferries? or a walk at the sea side? Well, I would say that I have thought of everything that I have mentioned above, except that this time I would like to add on another one extra on it. That's the sweet memory that I have during my visit to Penang last week. :)

This is not the first time I visit Penang, but its a special one if you would ask me. Yeap, its definitely a special one. Its something that wouldn't usually happen on me, but it did happened this time. That's make me feel lucky 'cause I get to have the chance to enjoy the trip with someone special. ;)

As we know, Penang is a paradise for food lovers. Char kuey teow, Har mee, Asam Laksa, Rojak, Chendol... Yummy!! I could find most of my favourite food here. Hehe.. Honestly, I really do feel happy to enjoy those nice food during the visit. Other than food, I also get to visited some of the historical places in Penang. Such as Toy Museum, Penang State Museum, Fort Cornwallis, the well known Kek Lok Si Temple of course, and so on. 

It's nice to have someone to accompany along the trip. Someone to hold when I walk, someone to hug when I am cold, and someone to stay by my side when I am lost. I found that I am actually need someone to stay with me too. Although I know we will still be apart later, but I do hope that the sweet memory that we have gained from the trip will bound us together. Let it become something that we would treasure for.

I made some wishes at the Kek Lok Si Temple, hoping that everything will go on smoothly and I get to complete my degree courses soon. May the wish come true. No matter how, I believe it would. :)

To the special one, thanks for all the memories that you have gave me. I am grateful for it and it will stay inside my heart forever. I still remember the happy smiling faces that you have inside the photos that we have taken. To be frank, you look nice when you laugh. Don't give up on your smile no matter what comes ahead. Wish you all the best in all the future undercomes and stay happy. You will always have my best wishes. ;)

December

Today is 28th of December 2010, there are 3 more days to go before 2011. I have started to counting down the days to the new year since yesterday, amazed at how the time could pass so effortlessly and coldly leave everything behind without any mercy.

December is one of my favourite months other than September. It's because its a month that full of joy and holidays. School and public holidays, Christmas and New Year... woohoo!! Well, I had a great time spent with my families and friends this December. Visited few places, went for movies and sing k session, gathering with friends... I really enjoy this semester break a lot.

Finished my final early of the month, straight went for movie with friends right after the last paper. Brought cousins for movies the next day before I went for the Sg trip at the weekend. Later went back to my work station for another 2 more weeks. I get to enjoy my holidays again at the end of the month and so I took few days to visit Penang during Christmas. :) I also get to spend a day with my friend on her birthday in the middle of the month. Not to mention I also manage to meet with my besties to have a short gathering last week.

I think thats the summary of the month, overall its a happy month for me. And the best part is I got to save myself a lot of nice memories and its something that I would like to keep in my heart forever. ;)

沉淀

傍晚六点，天黑得像午夜似的，雨 滴答 滴答 滴答 不停地下。原本心情有点低落的我，不知哪来的兴致，随手用发夹把头发盘起，做起家务来。从扫地开始，然后换个地拖顺道把地也拖干净了，接着把房里也打扫一番，最后把原本的淡色床单换了，才总算大功告成。

每当想沉淀自己时，除了睡觉和看书，就会想到要做家务。习惯性地开着爱听的音乐，边做家务边哼歌，很快的就能抛开所有的思绪。很喜欢那样的感觉，尤其在雨天里，静静地一个人完成一件事。耳边除了音乐，就只有雨声。那一刻，仿佛抛开了所有，回到了原点，发现了最原始的自己。

雨，虽带来了清新空气和凉快的天气，但并不阻扰汗水的突击。随着做家务付出的劳力，汗水也毫不吝啬的尽情挥洒。当汗水遇上冷空气，身体还感到一丝的冷，人也为之精神了。突然好想有人能递上一杯热茶，让身子能暖和一下。

一个人哼着歌，静静地做着家务时，那感觉很悠闲、很自在。身体虽然感到很累，但精神上却是满足的。最后换上亮色床单时，整个房间看起来明亮多了，心情也随着开朗了。于是，决定了要带着这样的心情过每一天。

最近，思绪多了，没能好好处理，结果乱得一塌糊涂，连人也跟着乱了。刚巧藉着做家务来令自己静下心来。有多久没好好停下来看看自己了呢？不知道。感觉最后一次那么做，已经是很久很久以前的事了。习惯让自己持续的忙着，就算没什么好忙的，也不停的告诉自己还有很多事情需要处理，感觉那样就会充实了、也不会感到累了。但当静下来时，就会感到很疲倦、人也虚脱了。

做完了家务，流了一身汗，选择不吃晚餐，去冲了一个热水澡，那感觉很舒服，像是沉淀过后被筛洗干净的沙子。趁刚洗完澡的身体有点冷，吃了一碗热腾腾的粥，顿时身心都暖和了，为这个有点平凡的傍晚带来了一个不平凡的结尾。

在这个下过雨的晚上，我静静地完成了家务。思绪也平静了许多。但人也累了。过度挥霍的精神和体力，终于感到难以负荷，此刻只想倒下来好好睡一觉。醒来了，又会是心情开朗的一天。就像那总是在雨后出现的彩虹般灿烂。:)

大海

那天，和朋友们去喝了几杯，疯狂的玩了一晚。趁着朋友在海边玩水时，我站在整片大海面前，突然感觉到自己的渺小。蓝蓝的海，在夜幕下显得很黑、很神秘，像是有着许多不为人知的秘密。下过雨的海边，微风和大风不断的交替吹在脸上、发上和身上，为夜晚添了一丝凉意。

那一刻，真的很想你在身边。虽然知道那不可能，但心里还是想了。可能这就是人吧，总爱期待一些奇迹出现。朋友带点醉意地说，好想有个人陪在身边，但是那个互相喜欢的他却离他很远，所以他们没有在一起。我说，我们在一起了，但我们还是分开了。然后我们都笑了。是在笑对方吗？还是笑自己的傻？

站在海边的我，静静的看着那片海，细细的听着海水拍打岸边的声音。那种感觉很宁静、很轻松，好像烦恼都被海水带走了。我们对着大海呐喊，喊出了心中的郁结，感觉更舒服了。幸好吧里的音乐很强，应该听不见我们的叫喊声吧。

曾经，看过一本书叫“池塘男孩，鲸鱼女孩”。书里的男孩把女孩看得像鲸鱼一样巨大，总想着有一天能变成大海，好能容纳女孩，希望女孩能快乐自在的遨游在海中。但男孩没发现的是，在女孩心中的秘密。那就是他早已是一片大海了。就算他只是一个小池塘，女孩也愿意留在池塘里。说真的，那书看得我有点感动。有谁真能把身边的人看得那么重要，甚至于愿意变成大海去包容所有呢？女孩在男孩的包容下，快乐自由的实现了梦想；而男孩也真如大海般有着广阔的胸襟，始终如一的看着鲸鱼在水里游。

那天在地铁上，看见了一对老夫妻。两老看起来都有七十多岁了，在满是年轻人里的地铁坐着。老婆婆累了，就依偎着老公公的肩膀睡着了，老公公就支撑着老婆婆一起睡。突然觉得那画面很可爱、很美。一对夫妻要能互相扶持到老，谈何容易呢？那对老夫妻是幸运的，熬过了生活的煎熬后还能如此的恩爱。衷心祝福他们! :)

希望身边的朋友们，都能找到生命中的大海或鲸鱼。觉得自己已经找到的朋友们，也要好好珍惜身边人，别让海水干枯或鲸鱼溜走了。:)  

Crazy night-out

I took a trip to Sg for a short weekend getaway. Well, honestly, I would say its fun and full of surprise. I really do enjoy the trip. Thanks to all my travel companion, ym, Esther, and of course Roy.  :)

We went to sentosa on the 2nd day of the trip. Took MRT from Harbour Front to Somerset, and dropped by at Clarke Quay in the middle, then later went back to Harbour Front again. Its seriously tiring, but its kind of fun to walk around though even we didin't manage to enter into USS. Later we spent our night in Sentosa beach, and i think its the highlight of our Sg trip. We took a lot of photos at the beach side, then had a drink in the pub. We laugh, we scream, we walked on the sandy beach and played with the sea water. In short, we had a great time that night. Although it ended up with a friend got drunk and we went back to hotel with blur eyes and legs not in order ('cause we can't walked straight).

It's a crazy night-out for us and the most challenging part is that, we need to wake up early on the next day. So as we have expected, we all checked out with blur faces and two big eye bags. *LOL I had plenty of time to reminisce the night on bus back to KL and so I had some flash-back of some special happening on that night.

I remembered the sky was very dark, and it was very windy at the beachside. I face the sea and enjoy the wind blow on my face and hair. That moment, I feel free. I had a few drink but still I felt cold for the night wind. That's when you came across my mind, I was thinking what you would be doing at that time, wishing you to be there by my side. But sadly, you were not, no matter how I wish you will be, it didn't come true.

Two of my friends got drunk and rest on the bench. They talked funny things and laughed non-stop. It's a new thing for us though, 'cause usually we wouldn't appear to each other like that. I felt sleepy and blur while another friend got kind of panic and worried to see our condition. *LOL But we manage to get back to the hotel later the night anyway, sound and safe of course. =p And so that's the end of our night in Sg. :)