Heart-warming wishes

Another post to share on the gifts and wishes received from besties, as I think each of them is so special and meaningful, and also equally heart-warming to me. :)


Beloved families



Dearest besties

Deasrest sis



The special one

Thank You BEARY Much!! :D



Some of the favourite picks from the gifts. ;)

(clockwise) Piggy bank represented me from besties, Giant bear from cute biao mei..s,
Heart-warming card from special one, and Favourite Lilies and Stars from parents
;) 

Special Day

This very special day fell on 2 days ago, which was 22 April 2012, it's a Sunday. I don't have much to look forward for, except the presence of few of my besties and also my beloved families. And it turned out to be something more when the day finally came. I'm touched and surprised, with not only the presence of my besties, but also the warmth that I've felt from the wishes by other besties, whom are unable to make it for some reasons. :)

Early that morning, I had received call from Mei, who is currently studying her masters degree in UK. Surprised to receive her call and I couldn't identify her when I answered it. Apology from me, Mei. Didn't expect that from you anyway, but that was a big big surprise for me. It's more that happy I felt to receive your call on this very special day of mine. Thank you very much, for always being at my side, whenever I need. You'll always be my best best BFF. ;)

I had received a gift pen, from Yi in Ipoh, 1 day earlier before the special day. I didn't expect the gift, which will be coming from other state. Happy and excited are the feelings I've had after I received the gift. Then on that day itself, I had received more gifts from besties. And the presence of few of them really surprised me a lot. What can I say more, except Thank You, to express my gratitude to you all? Thanks for the warmth wishes, and also the care and support given by you all.

I can see proud faces on parents' face, when they saw their child wearing gown and mortarboard, being called on stage to receive the certificate. It's a joyful event for families, friends and graduands. And it's finally the time for my parents to enjoy this very special day as well. Their beloved daughter had finally stepped on the stage too, like everyone else.

I hope you will be proud for me, mum and dad. Though I'm not the best among others, but still I had completed it at last, along the tears and hardship. Thank you for backing me up all the way long, and you deserve this day as much as I do. :)

 

;)

Cheers xoxo

Current Reading List

Had the book voucher from office, just few weeks after the final. So I had a shopping spree for books during the holiday. For me, buying books without paying is the most pleasure thing to be done. After went to the book shops few times in two months, I had finally used up all the book vouchers.

The price paid had earned me a few books that I'm interested on my book shelf. And some add-on to my reading list. There are total 6 books on my reading list, 2 chicken soup for the soul, 1 english fiction, and 3 foreign-chinese-interpreted fiction.

I've decided to take my own sweet time to read the books, as there are so many leisure times I'm having now. So, Happy reading.. and Enjoy reading!! ;)


My reading list :)

Missing You

It's raining out there, and the weather is cold compared to the hot sun in noon. I'm sitting all alone in the little world of mine, msn-ing, surfing net and blogging. And the feeling just came to me.

I'm usually not someone who is good in telling sweet words. At least you know I'm not, don't you? But I just couldn't lie to myself anymore, and to tell you this. I really do miss you.

I miss you held me in your arms gently, the way you held my hands and you hug me so close until I could hear your heartbeat. I miss them a lot.

It's been a while since we had a hug. I'm sorry for not trying my best, and I'm sorry for not fighting for it. I'm sorry to you...

There's nothing much I could do, except to miss you. I really do...

You might not know that sometimes, I'm actually missing you a lot.

Sunny Thursday

Had a good rest last night, and woke up in a kinda good mood this morning. Yeap, compared to yesterday, it was far more better. :)

Went out for errands again and it was a busy week for me though, as there are some other things to be settled tomorrow. Time just ticking off in days like these, with no way to turn back. I had a dream last night. Still feel lost and disppointed, even after I've woke up from it. The elders used to say, sharing out a dream is the best way to prevent it from coming true in the reality. I hope this will work, 'cause I shared it out with mum during our late lunch.

Today was a sunny day, the sun shone brightly and the weather is hot, until it became windy in the evening. Walked under the hot sun is surely not a pleasant thing to be done, but at least my heart is happy. I think by knowing that I will not have to face someone I dislike would always make up my day. ;)

Since I was in such a good mood today, I think lessons I've learnt yesterday will soon be forgotten, and I will carry on with my daily routine again. Time waits for no one, and the earth definitely will not stop evolving just because of that. So as usual, learn the lesson, take the experience, and move on.

Girl, always believe that you could do better than that.

*p/s: What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and it makes you a fighter at the same time.

Cheers.
xoxo

Blue Wednesday

Today is a blue day. A cloudy day with grey sky and windy weather. I had another bad experience this morning, which taught me some new lessons and realizations.

Lesson 1: There's no fair game in the reality.
People doubted and questioned about the ability to learn, to work and to perform well. All that because you've once fell. People wondered why and what makes you not as good as others. All that because of the past. So if you were once down, then you had better be prepared that you might fall again and again. Because equal chances will not be given on failure, you have to fight harder for it. Sound fair enough, though its sarcastic.

Lesson 2: Never overestimate yourself
Yeap, that's right. Never ever overestimated yourself and sometimes high confidence could be bad too. People used to look for confidence, but when you said it out, it then became something annoying to them. Again, people will asked what makes you think that you could stand out from the others? Since you are so confident that you could perform something required.

Lesson 3: Never to show your weaknesses
We were taught since kindergarten, to be a honest and reliable person. But its never true when it comes to revealing your weaknesses. It's definitely not a wise choice in admitting your failure in front of the others, even though that means you've learnt your lesson from the past. The chance to be discriminated or appreciated is 70/30. And the greatest of all, there's a high chance that you might be taken as an idiot by sharing it out.

Lesson 4: Failure has no privilage
Aw.. I hate to say that, but its so damn true. Failure has no privilage on almost anything. There's a very high chance that you will be viewed as a failure, if you're unluckily failed before. Either past or present, that just doesn't really matter. So make sure you never fail, because people will never look at you in the same way again once you've made the mistake.

I came to realize that there's nothing like there's always a second chance. Even if there is, it's not an equal and fair chance also. So folks, make sure you do your best all the time. The real world doesn't accept any failures. And once you fell, the nightmare might just haunt you for the rest of your life.