thE bEauTy of SlowlinEss

I suddenly came out wiv this idea, tats to write a post about the slowliness. lol.. bt BEAUTY of slowliness? surprised huh?! hehe.. =p nway tats wt i m goin to share wiv u all in this post.. so lets take a look!! ^^

Well.. thk u all mz b wondering wts d meaning of the beauty of slowliness. Actually i m talking about d slowliness, either done by ourself or by others. I thk most of us hv experienced it b4, tat u hv met sumone who drive DAMN SLOW when u r seriously rushing for time or u hv met sumone who likes to do things SLOWLY while u r chasing for deadline. lol.. its alwiz tiring to met sumone like tat wen u r seriously lack of time n patience. ^^ " Most of d time, i would considered myself as a "middle-slow" person, which means i usually do things quite "fast" except tat i need to rush for my assignment deadlines and burn midnight oil for exams and test, i will b "a lil" faster. LOL.. Other than tat, thk i m kinda.. erm.. u noe.. "moderate" may b? LOL.. so thk i shudnt blame d others for being slow, cz may b i m jz another one of them. =p

Normally, it will take me about an hour to prepare myself b4 go out from hse for classes or work, and this does nt include the weekends and holidays. LOL... cz it will take me more time to get out fr the bed. =p Ok.. i started to sounds like a lazy pig nw. XD Nway except for doing things slowly, i thk i m oso slow in making decisions and choices. I may take sumtime to thk of which clothes to buy during sales or wt shud i eat for my lunch, altho i might end up buying nth. But tis surely nt applicable to food, cause i might jz eat all i wanted at last.. haha.. "-ve resistance" on food, rmb? =p

And yea.. I m alwiz slower compared to d others, and tat i m referring to lots of things in life. ^^ " I m still struggling on which course tat i shud take after my F5, while most of my frens ady made up their mind. When I hv finally made up my mind, my frens ady started to plan for their future career and some even started to hv their family plan. And when most of them ady graduated and started to carry on wiv their career, while sum of them ady got married wiv their own child or engaged, I am still an undergraduate and S&A. LOL... =p

Compared to most of them, thk i m jz TOO SLOW huh. ^^ " I noe tat too, but sumtimes things doesn't get along well as v alwiz expected them to, isn't it? I used to tell myself tat it doesn't matter to b slower than others, it might nt be as bad as v hv thought. hehe.. thr and agin, may b tat's y i m still d same old me - as SLOW as USUAL. haha.. =p

A wrong step taken can alwiz cause us to lose a lot than v hv expected. oppss!! sounds serious nw.. hehe.. bt its so DAMN TRUE nway.. cause tats jz wt i m facing nw.. =p I do admit tat i m nt gd in decision making which alwiz caught myself in a chaotic situation. =.= " But in return, i thk i do learn well in all those lessons and sumtimes it allows me to find out things tat i used to ignore. So.. it sounds nt tat bad afterall. Altho I am still much slower than others and thrs lots for me to catch up later in life. But nw, i would jz wan to enjoy d beauty of slowliness tat i m having nw. ^.~

1st Day of FiNaL

Today was the 1st day of my final exam, i have gone thru my APM papers in 3 hours this morning. I had woke up early this morning and went out about an hour earlier to rush for the 8am paper. but still i am 10mins late!!! wtf... =.= ishhh.. thanks a lot to the KL traffic nway..

I would say that its nt an easy paper for me, 3 hours to complete 3 sections, which consist of 1 mini case study, 4 short answer Qs, and 2 essays. =.= wonder 3 hours is sufficient for us to finish all the answers, at least for me i thk.. lol.. time is seriously not enough, as there is not much time for us to dream and think. We need to grab every mins in order to finish all the sections required. *sighz..

Tmr i will be having my M1 paper at 8am AGIN, which also means it is another early-woke-up day.. ishhh... its alwiz torturing for me to wake up early in the morning... ok.. i noe i sounds piggy nw.. lol.. =p

Well.. thk i shud go bek to my revision b4 i started to feel regret agin.. lol... ^^ frens, wish me luck k!! haha.. nway, wish my utar frens who are going to sit for their final exam soon, "all d best" and "gd luck"... u all will alwiz hv my best wishes.. ^.~ so... let's gambatte, shall we? Hehe.. =p

cOuNTinG doWn ThE dAys

It's just left 3 more days to my final exam, thrs nth much tat i can say bout it act.. ^^ " jz hope tat everything will go on smoothly..

My revision progress is slow and I am tired, frustrated and annoyed... * sighz.. wt a bad temper i hv... ^^ " plus my "best fren" chose to visit me at tis vy important time.. ishh.. thk its really nt sth tat i shud be happy for.. lol... cz it makes me feel sleepy, thirsty and hungry most of d time..

The weather is remaining hot and humid... seems like nth much v can do to make it change its mind... the mother nature looks really angry for wt v did on her.. =p

Ok.. thk theres nth much i can share today.. days were jz bored but luckily things went fine wiv me.. except i feel so much wana go for a trip to rest and relax.. lol.. hopefully.. ^^

It's 1.06pm nw.. well, thk i shud prepare for my class later.. catch up later!! ^.~

一刹那的....

曾经，有过一刹那的冲动... 想要结束一切

曾经，有过一刹那的想法... 想要许下诺言

曾经，有过一刹那的错觉... 幸福近在眼前

曾经，有过一刹那的打算... 想要逃离现实

曾经，有过一刹那的情绪... 想要摧毁一切

曾经，有过一刹那的冲动... 想要放弃所有

曾经... 也因为那一刹那的理智...

放弃那些一刹那...

而选择勇敢走下去... =)

sWeEt SwEeT LovE

It's 5.38 in the noon, d sky is dark and cloudy, seems like going to rain anytime soon. ^^ nway i HOPE it will really rain SOON... b4 i complain for d hot n humid weather agin.. LOL... tis is nt sth new for my parents, as i m quite sure they had heard A LOT of complaints fr me.. BAD ME.. haha.. =p nway thk their ears can hv a day rest 2day, cz its windy nw.. hmm.. love tis kind of weather lots.. ^^

I just read one of my besties' blog post and i had go through her post about her relationship wiv her bf... which inspired me to write tis post instead.. lol.. thx ya, G jie!! hehe.. =p

I knew her since 2007 at utar... n i m sure most of us who noe her will oso noe tat she hv got a gd n caring bf who love her a lot n oso take k of her well enuff to make any gals envy.. haha.. nway jz kiddin, dun mind it!! =p bt frankly speaking, after i read d post jz nw, thrs sth tat i really wana say... "Aww... tat's jz sooo sweeet!!!" =p nway i m happy for u, gal.. hehe.. its lucky for both of u to found each other.. so sincerely, i wish both of u can stay 2gether long long and happy alwiz. =)

Well... tis oso reminds me bout my "old fren"... haha.. v got 2gether in 2006 and end it in 2008, so its jz a 1 year+ relationship tat v had.. nt a happy ending for both of us though... by skipping all those arguements and bad memories tat v hv, still i thk v had gone thru some nice n sweet time during tat period, didn't v? nway its nt important nw, d past has ady bcum d history... even if thrs a time machine, thk i wont choose to go bek n experience it agin.. ^^ its cruel n cold for me to say tat, bt i thk its gd for me sumhw... =p

I thk most of us didn't make it out for d 1st time.. aren't v? bt it doesn't mean v can't try n hv another in d future.. agree? ^.~ so to all my frens and besties, dun giv up love for sumone who doesn't deserve ur loyalty and love... look forward and move on bravely.. n OPEN ur EYES widely... u might jz bump into sumone who loves n cares for u... lol... rmb tat thrs alwiz hope!! ^^

I agreed wiv wt G jie hv said, "love isn't everything in life, bt one's life will nt complete without love".. so to all my frens who r still S&A, start observing for potential bf/gf nw.. they might jz bside u, altho u didn't noe them... bt thrs alwiz a high chance for u to get urself a sweet sweet lover.. =p

Wish u all will hv a gd relationship soon n stay happy alwiz!! ^^

wU-LiAo

It's week 13 now... gosh!!! means i left oni 2 weeks b4 sitting for my final... i noe i shud feel nervous and shud start praying nw.. LOL.. bt sumhw i feel a little happy for it.. =) wonder m i started to lose my mind?? haha... nway ignore me... jz crapping.. =p

I m stil working on my last assignment hr.. hoping tat i could finish it b4 tis sat... n then i can focus on my revision for finals.. ^^ i noe tat it will end b4 i hv notice tat it act started... so i jz wish tat i could go thru it smoothly and of cz, i will do my very best for it.. ^.~

After finals... its TIME for me to HAVE FUN!!!!! muahaha... =p

I can't wait to pay for a visit to my besties... other than this, thr r lots of movies for me to catch up... sing k and yc session that i missed b4... and oso shopping!!!! though i doubt that will i hv any extra money for that.. haha.. bt i dun care... window shopping is sumtimes better than nth nway.. =p

Altho i feel so much wana hang out wiv frens nw, i hv to tahan till i finish my final.. days r bored as d time i used to stay inside my room increased drastically =.= wil oni go out fr d hse to hv lunch wiv mum o visit my grandma.. *sighz... it's alright!! since thrs oni 3 more weeks to go.. thk i can do it... wonder hw i did it?

* Sabar... SAbar... SABar... SABAr... SABAR!!!! *

Tat's right!! tat's exactly wt i do wenever i m impatient... haha... used to tell myself to b sabar... altho i noe well tat i m sabar..ing ady.. =p LOL

Alright!! enuff crap.. =p thk i shud go bek to my assignments nw.. see ya till my nxt visit!! ^.~