Mummy's Birthday

Today was a special day, as it was my dearest mummy's birthday. :) So, Happy Birthday, MUM!!!

Finished class at noon and after settled my things in school, I went home at late noon. Get changed and off we go to mv.

Reached mv about 4pm, we direct head to the Fong Lye Taiwanese Restaurant. It's a nice place to have tea and some snacks during the noon time. We had a set meal, sweet potato balls and also a oolong tea for 2 person. We decided to share the food as we don't want to miss the dinner later. *LOL Anyway, the food is nice, highly recommend sweet potato balls (it's a MUST eat item. haha..), peanut ice, oolong tea, and "san bei ji" set meal.

We walked around the mall after meal, to help digestion at the same time. haha.. I saw a few nice bags and clothing, but too bad I don't have much credit for that. =.= POOR me!! *HEAVY SIGH So we just ended up with window shopping.

Later, we went for the Gardens newly opened Japanese restaurant - Kita No Zen for dinner. The restaurant consist of two parts, one for the dining and another one for ice creams and desserts, which refer to as Hokkaido Ice Cream. So for those who just want to rest and have themself a sweet treat, can always go for the Hokkaido Ice Cream. The ice cream is not really expensive though, and the Tiramisu which is my mum's favourite of the night, is highly recommended. The price is slightly higher than Zanmai, but the food is nice. At least I am satisfied for those that I have ordered. :)

We called it off a day after dinner. Though there is no birthday surprise, but I am happy that my mum enjoyed the meal that I bought her. :) Again, Happy Birthday MUM!! Love ya..

Dearest Mum with her favourite Tiramisu :)

xoxo :)

Best Friends

I would define this week as a nightmare. Today was only Tuesday, but I have already received two bad news, each a day. And what upset me most is that it came from both of my best friends.

To MH,

I understand how you feel. Trust me, I know it well, as I have gone through it myself too. I know there is nothing much that I can say to help you feel better. But I can always be a good listener if you need someone to listen or talk to. Please don't keep it to urself, you will feel better to spill it out. That's what best friend meant for. Give yourself some time to go through this.


To YM,

I couldn't tell how sad you were to lose someone closed. I know its's hard to accept such a bad news and I know it's not convincing at all for me to ask you not to cry. As I know that no matter how tough we might be, we will never be ready to send away someone we love.


We might always caught in such situation along our life journey. So all I wish is that there will be less obstacles and challenges, even if its unavoidable, please give us the strength to face it bravely and go through it.

Something different...

New semester has begin last week, and so my study life starts again. Attending classes, sitting for tests and exams, squeezing the brain for assignments and reports seem to be an unchangeble routine for study life. I have always hoping for something different and extraordinary to help spice up my life and day.

I was working part time for the past few weeks during the semester break. It's a call center job, quite challenging though if you aren't someone who likes to talk and deal with people. As someimes we need to explain the situation to customer and help them to understand better. It's an easy job for most of the time, except when we meet some fussy and frustrating customers. Day would be like hell then.

Few weeks of working and gone my semester break. Many things happened throughout these time, and it upset me a lot. I am worried, scared and stressed. In short, I am exhausted. So, I have decided to arrange myself a weekend getaway.

It might not be perfect, but it's nothing better and I am happy. At last, there is some time for me to rest and take a deep breath. No more traffic jam, no more driving in the early morning, no more rushing meal, no more early wake-up, no more business centre and shopping complex. Everything back to the original, where I can enjoy my meal and walk around slowly without rushing. :)

It's nice to have someone to accompany, when I no longer need to take my meal and walk alone. It's just too good to be true for me. Sometimes, I am just tired to take up my responsibility and role. But time passed and it's time for me to wake up from the sweet dream. I packed my things and prepared myself to play my part again. There is always someone and something waiting for me. Forever I can't escape from it.

I realize that it's just a dream that I have to wake up from at last. Unwillingly, I took the first step and walked out from your sight. It's no doubt that I felt something different this weekend, and it will be something that worth to be treasured. I am looking forward for the next surprise.

xoxo :)

家

家，不大但很温暖；不热闹，但却很温馨。

家中的各人，都安分的守着自己的职责和本分，为家带来了宁静和平。


给和蔼慈祥的您，

您是我们家的精神支柱。您总是笑脸迎人，从不抱怨。对于所面对的一切，总是抱持着乐观的态度。亲切和一视同仁为您赢得了家中各人的爱戴和尊敬。


给不辞劳苦的您们，

您们给于她无微不至的照顾和无时无刻的陪伴，那可是耗精神和耐性的差事。要是没了您们，我们该怎么办呢？


给稳重老实的您，

你可说是家中的依靠。无论大事小事，你总是不嫌其烦的第一时间出现，只为了让家人安心和得到最好的照顾。


给耐心贤惠的您，

你是他的好帮手，总在他身旁给于最多的支持和帮助。你从不计较的付出，只因为那也是你的家。


给不善言辞的您，

广东人有句话：“别人笑我太疯癫，我笑他人看不穿。” 你总是我行我素，不介意别人的眼光，只为自己而活。不善于沟通的你，常让别人误会了你的意思，而你总是一副无所谓的样子。其实，你是个心地善良和有自己的一套想法的好人。


给嘴硬心软的您，

您总是一副很坚强的样子，好像没什么事能难倒您。坚韧的您总有办法解决迎面而来的问题，但岁月催人，您老了。但年纪渐长的您开始多了一份慈祥和包容，让我感到自豪和庆幸。


家，是由一对夫妻共同筑成的，继而延伸至儿女、孙子。 家中各人，性格各异，却因为缘分而成了家人，让爱和包容来联系着彼此。我很庆幸，有这个家。:)

人生

很多人常问，人的一生到底有多长？知足的人会说，能活到六十多岁还身体健康的就很不错了；恋世的人却会说，人当然是越长寿的好。要是换作你呢，会希望自己是越长寿的好？还是觉得人生苦短但只要活得充实就好？

朋友曾开玩笑的说，人生好苦，我只想活到六十岁就好了。另一个朋友说，我只想活到六十八岁，看着孩子长大，那我就无憾了。好友也说，到六十岁了就好，太长的人生还真不好受。人生确实不好过，不但要熬过无数的酸甜苦辣、悲欢离合，还要经历数不清的考验和难关。连自以为天不怕、地不怕的新新人类都大喊受不了了。

恋恋红尘，虽说人生苦短，但还是有人眷恋不已，人确实是矛盾的。长辈说，今世生为人，经历过了那么多已经够了，人生也只不过是生老病死。要是有来世，千万别再为人，要脱离轮回，在另一个世界过一些平静安详的日子。她说，人总要学习放开双手，让一切顺其自然，回归大自然的定律。有时，放手反而是成全，没了牵绊，才能走得安心。话，我是听进去了；但心却莫名的在抗拒。

看来，我还需要点时间去消化。在我还没完全了解前，就让泪尽情地流吧。以前阿姨常对我说，眼泪都是高贵的珍珠，所以别随意掉眼泪。但这次，我觉得珍珠虽贵但却掉的值得。

戏如人生，人生如戏。戏总会有做完、散场的一天，无论看戏的人多么恋栈着不肯离去，也终需离场。

Afraid

I think I am getting more coward by days, as I found myself started to feel scared easily. I am.. especially too scared to lose...

I am scared of losing the one I love and care... 

I am scared of the times which my love ones are no longer staying beside me...

I am scared of passing through the days without my love ones supporting me...

I know I am demanding, and that I am asking a little too much now. But I just couldn't help myself of not being afraid.

You used to comfort me and hold me around your arms when I cry. "Silly girl." you said. Yes, I am. I didn't learn my lesson well, and so I am still not good in holding my tears.

You used to take care of me when I was weak and sick. But there is nothing I can do for you, when you need to. And that makes me feel helpless.

You used to laugh on my jokes and silliness, and seldom got angry with my pranks. You used to scold me when I am not listening to you, but you will never raise your hand on me. 

Why can't things stay the same as they were, as usual, as they used to be? I hate changes as I am not good in adapting to changes. Yet, sadly, changes is unavoidable.

"Afraid of nothing and be strong, don't let the others take granted on you." you said. You used to tell me whenever I got upset with friends in school. Will you get disappointed and worried if you found that I am still a crying baby when going through hard times?

"There is always times when we have to learn how to let go of something." said my besties. Yes, I know it well. But its always hard when it comes to action. Someday, somehow, I know I will finally have to learn, regardless of my willingness.