The Short Escapade

Weekend had passed, today is Monday and I've fell sick. What a bad day!! Went for badminton with cousin Jen this morning, and I can almost felt the unpleasant feeling right after brunch at PappaRich. Well, I know what that means. Think its time I should get myself some rest, "Rest for the longer journey which comes ahead",  am I right?

I spent 3D2N at Cameron Highlands for the past weekend. It was a very pleasant trip, I would say. Food is the only thing that I need to concern for the past 3 days. XD All I can think of is to eat, eat and eat more!! Can't blame me for that actually, I like fresh vegetables and fruits a lot, and Cameron appears to be a place that has it all. Fresh vegies, Strawberries, Salads, Corns, Honey... I almost had it all in the past few days and I felt great!! ;p

Unlike Genting Highland, Cameron is definitely not a place for fun and play, although they have shared the cool climate as the common characteristics. But the only excitement for Cameron might be the Jungle Explore and the visits to different farms, where you get to learn how the crops grow and harvest, taste and get some of the fresh products. I've got some fresh strawberries and strawberry jam from the farm, corns and souvenirs from the weekend night market, and white coffee and dried ginger from the shops. Sounds not bad huh? ;)

Favourite of the trip - Strawberry Steamboat!!

I enjoyed the trip a lot. I got to walk under the sun without sweating in the morning and enjoyed the cozy breeze at night. I used to walk a lot when I am on trip, at least for places that could be reached by walk, I don't mind walking. I also got to visit different farms on the 2nd day of the trip, the day was kick-started by the visit to BOH Tea Plantation farm, then followed by the visits to Honey Bee farm, morning Market, Butterfly and insects farm, Strawberry farm and Rose Centre.

I think the only thing that matters for a trip is whom you are going with, isn't it? Its the person who go along with that make the difference to the trip. I am lucky as I got the chance to go for the trip with someone special, whom also appears to be a caring and responsible one. Thanks for giving me such a memorable trip. :)

The Birthday

I am so glad that my birthday had finally fall on the day after the final exam this year. I don't think most of the people like the month September as much as I do, especially for the students in the country. This is reasonable as September is the month in which all the mass examination will take place.

Starting with the UPSR for primary standard 6 students, followed by the PMR and SPM for junior and high school students, and the last would be STPM for form 6 students. Also not to mention final semester examination that will be held in various colleges and universities for undergraduates.

I, myself had dislike the month when I am going through all these period as a student. Thinking that I am so unlucky to have my birthday fall in the month which all the mass examinations are going to be held. I have already get used to it for all these years, but this year, there is finally something different for my brithday. ^^

I am surprised by the birthday celebration that was threw to me by the special one. I felt grateful with the arrangement and ideas that he got for me on my special day. Telling me that my birthday can also be special and its nothing wrong for me to ask for it. I can see that you have did your best to create a memorable birthday celebration for me, I appreciate it a lot and am really happy for it. Sincerely, I thank you for everything you have done. :)

In the noon, I had a lunch gathering with my family for the celebration of  mid-autumn festival and also my birthday. The meal was very luring and fulfilling, and the birthday cake was brought out after the meal. Its a pleasant noon to spend with my family on my birthday. ;)  

The day was carried on by having movie in the shopping centre with the special one, while waiting for my coursemate to join me for dinner. It was a nice movie to watch with a stuffed stomach after the lunch. My coursemate joined me shortly after movie, and we decided to have dinner at Delicious. Its another great meal I had on my birthday. The meal was ended perfectly with a piece of warm chocolate brownies and chit-chatting.

I went home that night around 12, almost a 12 hours outing for the day. In the car, I found another two small surprises before I finally lock it and head home. For me, it was a great day which full of suprises and laughters. I didn't expect my birthday to turn up celebrated in this way. Anyhow, it would always stay moemorable in my heart.

Cheers!! ;)

Happy Holidays!!!

Woohoo!! Finally I had everything done, the submission of dissertation, the 3-days final exams, and the dissertation's presentation. I can't believe that I have just gone through all these. It seem not long ago that I am still worried about the completion of work. I got not more than 4 hours of sleep in the last few weeks of my semester, getting so worried with the dissertation and also the final examination. And the week before my final exam, I only got average 3 hours of sleep. Wake up early in the morning and started to work non-stop like a machine, hoping that things could be carried on smoothly.

I have did my best and its time for me to enjoy my semester break. Its been some time since I have a goodnight sleep, so the first thing that I think I want to do is to get myself a goodnight sleep. ;p Well, I think there will be plenty of plans coming ahead during my holiday and my plan is to make sure that I enjoyed it as much as I can. It feels so good to have holidays. :p


Think thats all for now, laters..

xoxo ^.~

Shall We Talk?

I know I might not be the perfect one, but I think at least I have did what I could. Sometimes, I would think, are we doing this correctly? Am I taking the right decision at the right time?

It's not the first time I heard things, like I don't have the potential and I also don't seem to possess those abilities to do it right. Yes, I admit it now, I really don't have those potential and abilities that you think I should have.

I used to think I am still the same old me, and what I did was good enough. Think I am overly confident on this matter. I felt sorry for that you have to sacrifice  and that you still didn't get what you think you might get at last.

May be it's time that we should have a talk, shouldn't we? To make things right before its too late.

盛放。凋零。

它，曾经盛放一时

灿烂无比，无人能及

但，从何时起

色彩竟悄悄褪去

它被遗忘、忽视

虽无奈

却也只能含笑离别

花儿、烟火、岁月

无一不稍眼纵逝

它看开、放下

明了

“曾经拥有” 的道理

凋零

是因失去了盛放的理由？

还是

自愿放弃盛放的借口？

只有它知道

退下的一刻

伤感 但 轻松

不舍 但 无悔

它以凋零之姿

舞了一段 完美的圆舞曲

A Short Gathering

I had a gathering with my friends from Kampar yesterday. It was a short meeting starting in the evening, gather together at Midvalley, having tea and chit-chatting while updating each other at the same time. It was a pleasant evening, I enjoyed the conversation and am also glad to be able to share the laughter and joy with them.

It has almost been a year since I have last met with them. Life has getting more busy by days and I am no longer able to visit Kampar again after my last visit about a year ago. I am surprised that how my friends have changed throughout the year.

They have completed their previous phase on time and are moving forward to the next, developing their career and planning for the future development. While I am still the same old me, few steps behind chasing for my dream and working hard to fulfill the goal that I should have reach long time ago. But that day wouldn't be far for me, it is on its way coming, isn't it? I have my faith this time. :)

Some of my girl friends have found the other half for themselves. Truly I am happy for them, especially when I saw how happy are they when talk about their relationship. I also wish those who have yet to find the one, to have found one soon. ;)

Best wishes from me, my friends. Take care and stay happy always. :)

Stressful Days

The day has been very stressful for me recently. Not being able to sleep well at night, worrying about what will be coming up next and whether things will be carrying out smoothly later while on the other hand, there are nightmares along the night. I can only get to sleep well when the first day light is about to break through the sky, but usually that's the time I should get out from my bed and keep on working things out.

I got tired easily nowadays, feel so much wanted to lie on my bed during the day. But I can't seem to get myself to sleep when the night approach. Lying on the bed with dry and sore eyes, body is aching because of pms, mind is tired of running but it doesn't show the sign to slowing down.

This is something new for me, as I never had failed to get into sleep in the past, nor not being able to sleep well at night. No matter what comes ahead, I am always able to get myself some sleep, and in fact I used to cure myself by sleeping and resting. It works everytime, until the magic started to lose these recent days.

I can be easily ignored and I got very impatient nowadays, can't bear things as little as sand. Feeling so much wanted to release my feeling in some way, but not able to. This got me more frustrated, and my temper is getting worst. That is my private corner and it seem so little if compared to the reality in life and the works that yet need to be done.

Back to the real world, there are so much to do yet so little time is available, I must get all the works done before the deadlines. Give me some time and I will work it out, there are still a month ahead................