This was the 2nd time that I travel alone to the destination. The feeling was so different from the 1st. This time was more on excited and happy, if were to compared with the 1st. As I had a pleasant trip on my way to Sg. Chit-chat with the old lady next to me, reading book while listening my favourite songs and to rest my eyes whenever I feel tired, some photo-snapping session along the journey...... There's just too many things that I could do while I am travelling alone. And truly to say, I did enjoyed it quite a lot. ;)
I used to have this kind of feeling, since I started to realize the disadvantage of being the only child in the family. That is I will have to be alone, as I don't have any siblings to share anything with. And sadly, the any thing doesn't mean only toys or parents' love and attention, it also mean the problems and hard times.
I trained myself to be as independent as I could be, and not to busy look for anyone around tensionly when I have problems, but to try to solve it on my own. I asked myself to be strong, no matter how. Because someday, I will still have to face it alone. Though there's always people around me, either best friends or families, telling me that they will never let this happen. But still I would prefer to get used of it and even to learn to enjoy it. Just in case, I would need it someday.
This kind of feeling grow stronger, especially when I am alone. I know that this will always be a part of my life journey. I will have to do nothing, except to learn to enjoy from it and to let things flow. ;)
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